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Well, today it hit me just how fast the summer has gone. I can’t believe we’re starting the second week of August and kids are heading back to school. Fantasy Football is starting to rachet up now that the lockout is over. This summer has been a wild ride, not nearly as many chances to travel as i was hoping, but its been very productive. I’ve even been blessed to see so many of the people i’m close to have healthy babies this summer. Today I even got to hold one of them. She is so precious. I can’t wait to get to see and hold the rest of them soon. With only a month left of summer even my weight loss goals are starting to come into sight. For those that didn’t know, I started weight watchers back in January. To date, i’ve lost 56.4 lbs. While i still have plenty to go, its a very good start. i’m approaching a point where i’ll be lighter now than i’ve been in close to a decade.  Even the summer movie season has been good. I mean, thor green lantern fast and the furious transformers harry potter and captain america. what’s not to like about that line up, right? and still one more to come, conan. well, i suppose that’s enough rambling for now but let me ask u this: what did u do this summer?
QOTD: “Its not enough to have great qualities; We should also have the management of them.”

Ok, well this weekend I’ve been doing a lot of pc computer tinkering. I had some upgrades to do, I had to install a new hard drive in my laptop. I made the switch to a SSD as my boot drive in my HP laptop. All this tech talk has really got my geek on. I’ve mentioned a couple times lately and to anyone who’s been around me about the pc builds I have scheduled for this summer.. In case you’ve missed it here’s a quick list. I’m building a new file server to feed my massive dvd collection to all my connected devices like my XBox 360, blu ray player, laptop, Zune HD, Xoom, both of my desktops and my home theatre pc. I’m also building a home theatre pc to help take advantage of my movie collection, and to have access to my own custom DVR. I’m also building a new desktop PC based oe n the upcoming AMD Bulldozer. Now, I know its overkill since I just built an AMD Phenom II X6 pc this last fall, but lets face it.. who wouldn’t want to go to an 8 core processor. With that particular build I’m going to build my first liquid cooled pc.. I mean, what fun would it be to have an 8 core processor and not be able to push it to 5GHz or more, right? Well, for anyone truly geek that wants to know, the following is a list of the hardware specs on the file server and the home theatre pc:
file server
MSI 785GTM-E45 Motherboard
AMD Phenom II X4 9750 CPU
Crucial Ballistix 4096MD PC6400 DDR2 800MHz
L12-1370 Lite-On IHDS118-04 Internal DVD Drive
Cooler Master RC-310-BWN1-GP Elite 310 Mid-Tower Case
Corsair CMPSU-750TXV2 Enthusiast Series TX750 V2 750 Watt ATX Power Supply
and 4 Seagate Barracuda 7200 2 TB HDD
now here’s the home theatre PC
Biostar A880GU3 AMD Micro ATX Motherboard
AMD Phenom II X4 9750 2.40 GHz Quad Core CPU
Crucial 1GB PC 10600 DDR3 (x2)
Lite-On Blu Ray Rom Optical Drive
Silverstone Sugo SF02B-F Micro ATX HTPC Case
OCZ Vertex 60GB Sata SSD

Now the home theatre build will be with Windows 7 64-bit Ultimate Edition, although I am contemplating using Windows XP media center edition. As for the file server, well I think I’m going to use windows home server 2003 edition. I’ll be posting pics as the builds start to come together.. Well, i think with this big ramble i’ve satisfied my geek cravings for the weekend.. 🙂 here’s today’s quote…
“Any technology that is not distinguishable from magic is not sufficiently advanced.” – Gregory Benford

Well, the weather outside might still be frightful.. it is getting better. I can’t wait for all that the summer is setting up to bring. I keep losing weight, roadtrips to Dubuque, IA, Fort Collins, Co and Houston, TX plus seminars in Chicago, IL and Minneapolis, MN another semester closer to finally obtaining my degree on the wall, the continued growth of my company and just nicer weather. Its interesting for me to notice that with more sunshine comes a better attitude and outlook, u know? Maybe its just seeing things in bright daylight instead of gloomy overcast skies, maybe its the sight of all the beautiful ladies in their short shorts or maybe its Opening Day of baseball and the end of the black hole that is the time between the end of football and the begining of the next big sport.. I mean how can you not get excited about a sport where its participants are called the “boys of summer”?

Well, the weather here has been pretty awful so far this week, so I’ve spent a lot of time behind my computer screen and I’ve started watching trailers for some of the summer movies that I’m very excited to go see and its spurred my imagination to dust off my attempt at a first book and start writing again. I forgot how much fun it is to truly let your imagination go and just see where it can take you. I love story telling in all its forms. I enjoy getting a peak into someone else’s mind and getting to see what their imagination can come up with. Its interesting to me how any number of people can here the same concept or idea and get such drastically different visions of what that would be like. I take it as a personal challenge in my writing to be detailed and specific enough that when someone reads my thoughts they can get the exact same picture that I had when I wrote it. Its a fun and daunting process to write, e. specially with the intention of having other people read it. Its a process that really gets me excited, kind of like art and design. There is just something intensely satisfying about creation.. to look at a blank page, screen, canvas, chunk of metal or whatever your medium is and to scuplt and mold out of that your vision, your ideas, your personality and whatever is going through your head at that specific moment in time. Its a very different and sometimes surreal way of leaving a time capsule behind. It anchors you to reality and to the things that surround you and things you are feeling but it also catapults you into the realms unknown where anything is possible, where anything will happen and fills you with the hope of what can be and what is to come.

Here’s today’s quote:
“Imagination opens the mind to realms beyond the five senses. It carries us beyond the here and now and gently guides us through limitless possibilities.” – Wendy J Reynolds

Well, another weekend comes to a close.. it feels like I just left work Friday and its time to go back already!? Oh well, it has been a productive weekend. I got new content to be edited and posted to my company site as well as some new ideas for hosting solutions and some other new content to work on with my business partner. I also had the chance to play around online looking at some potential parts for my upcoming new desktop computer build. Like most enthusiasts I am eagerly awaiting the new AMD Bulldozer 8-core processor and chipset. It is the driving force behind my new computer build scheduled for this summer when the parts become available through vendors. As it gets closer I am starting to look at potential customizing options for the case including a special paint scheme, lights and even possibly my first liquid cooled system. Right now I can’t decide on something comic book like Thor or Ironman or something more Hollywood inspired like The Matrix or 300. Its funny to me, as much stress as can come with operating my own business sometimes as I get into things like this and some of the more clerical and decision making aspects it helps to excite me about really making it work. I’ve noticed that seems to be the case with a lot of things in my life lately. As some of the people closest to me know I joined weight watchers back in January. Now granted, I originally joined because a close friend offered me one heck of a challenge.. free tickets to a major NCAA college football rivaly game tickets if I managed to lose a set amount of weight by rivaly weekend time. Sidenote, if you can’t tell I’m a huge football fan both college and NFL. As that “carrot” seems to have vanished, a long story, I find myself motivated to keep going not by what I am being offered but by the excitement of standing on a scale once a week and seeing the numbers going down. My results are certainly not phenomenal, but after roughly 10 weeks on the program and nearing 30 lb total weight loss to date it helps keep me going. I find myself looking forward to things that I haven’t done for a long time. I flew, cross country to see my little brother, a Lieutenant in the US Army. I find myself seeking to make a trip to Colorado with my little sister to see and aunt and uncle I haven’t seem for some time as well as trips to Texas, Wisconsin and even North Carolina in the coming months to see more family. As well, as being inspired to chase my passions in building my business by attending some upcoming web design conferences this summer to network with people who get excited about this stuff like I do. I may have mentioned I also am back in school working towards my ever elusive degree in web design and business. All the while pursuing another passion of mine… story telling. I am currently working on writing my first book. Its just been a very wild ride. I had some set backs for a couple weeks while I dealt with some personal matters but it never really took my eyes off my goals. Its been exciting to feel the change as I start go build this momentum spiraling upwards and hopefully positively out of control as new clients come on board, my partner and i add more services to our fledgling business line up. I guess, what I’m trying to say is that I’m just really happy and positive lately and I wanted to share the love…
Ok, so here is today’s quote:
“The best thing to give your enemy is forgiveness; to an opponent, tolerance; to a friend, your heart; to your child, a good example; to a father, deference; to your mother, conduct that will make her proud of you; to yourself, respect; to all people, charity.” – Benjamin Franklin
Here’s a bonus quote… its a Swedish proverb:
“Fear less, hope more; Eat less, chew more; Whine less, breathe more; Talk less, say more; Love more, and all good things will be yours.”

Well, its Sunday night and another work week starts in less than 8 hours. Where did the weekend go? Weekends always seem so short and now this weekend, it was even shorter. In some ways I hate to see another week begin and in other ways its nice because it helps the mind re focus on fresh starts in others. As a new week begins for me I’m also working on getting back into some healthy routines that I have been forced to lay aside in recent weeks. Not everyone knows but back in January I joined Weight Watchers. So far I’ve lost just shy of 25 lbs. Now that’s not extraordinary by any stretch of the imagination, but its a start. As I’ve begun to make over my body, not just in losing weight but I’ve also made changes to how I see myself… I’ve pierced my ears and started to build a new wardrobe that is filled with clothes that actually fit instead of clothes 4 sizes too big so I can try to hide inside the clothes I wear. I’ve also started to prioritize some things for my own computer company so as to build my business. I’ve gotten back into finishing my college degree.  I’ve also spent some time lately coming to some painful conclusions about myself and about someone that I care deeply for.. I’ve learned how hard it is to lay things down.. Well, I hope everyone is ready for the new week and it promises to be a powerful one.. 🙂

“If you’re going to aim high, aim for the moon because even if you miss you’ll wind up among the stars.”